Farewell to intern year, the fastest longest year ever! It's certainly been a crazy ride full of up and down roller coaster emotions. And boy did the year finish with a bang! Time to muse on a few thoughts:
1. Doctors incognito
I've noticed an interesting trend among us "newer" physicians: we never let anyone in public know that we're doctors. At least not initially. We never introduce ourselves as doctors, we never use our hard-earned titles in public, and when asked what we do for a living, we'll say something along the lines of "I work in the medical field" or "I work in the hospitals," but almost never will we say outright "I'm a resident/doctor." Why is that?
In a twisted way, it's almost like a sense of shame or being marked. Open your mouth and say that you're a doctor and people instantly treat you differently. Either they ask you about your opinions on this or that (I get the "Should I get a flu shot?" question A LOT), or they ask you about homeopathic remedies, or their negative experiences with doctors comes out. I mean, I don't go to someone who says he/she is a lawyer and say, "Man, I really hate all lawyers. They're all scum." Or "Are you the kind of lawyer who stands in a courtroom and all that?"
As such, I'm never offended if someone calls me "Mr." instead of "Dr." Although, an interesting thing to note that in Britain, "Mr." is a title ascribed to surgeons whereas "Dr." is a title ascribed to physicians.
2. The misunderstood adolescent
I may have said this before - I'm one of the few pediatricians who actually enjoys interacting with teens. Not all teens, mind you, but in general yes. Anyway, this bodes well especially if I'm really intent on pursuing peds rheumatology (which skews heavily toddlers and teens).
This may be coincidence or it may be intentional, but most of the teens in my continuity clinic are males. They're such amusing creatures. I can get most of them to open up at least somewhat (and a handful almost way too much, lol). I think it helps to understand where many of them are coming from. And I may be a bit too . . . liberal in my advice to them.
Anyway, there are 3 things I always iterate to every teen guy: 1.) wash under your foreskin (most of them where I am are uncut - good for them, lol), 2.) monthly testicular self-exams, and 3.) ALWAYS USE CONDOMS.
3. Rising seniors
As interns we are the lowest person on the totem pole that matters (sorry med students, the hospital functions very well with or without you). We're often abused - intentionally and unintentionally - by senior residents, attending physicians, nursing staff, etc. It's a frustrating place to be. But at the end of every intern year is the promise of becoming senior residents and FINALLY stepping out of the intern role.
And at the end of each intern year, it's an opportunity to reflect on the kind of senior we aspire to become. I've had the good luck to work with one of the best and by far the most hilarious senior residents I've ever known. Although the last month was rough, he made every day go by quickly and with enough laughter to sustain us. I can't say I want to exactly be him, I will aspire to carry on aspects of him.
In less than a week, I'll be considered a "senior resident" and I'll have no idea if I'll be a good one or a bad one. The best advice I've heard was, "Remember what you liked in your senior residents and do that. And especially remember what you hated done to you as an intern and don't do that."